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By the way, if anyone is upgrading their computer in the near future, I'm looking for an upgrade. Right now I've got a AMD FX-6300, a CPU released in 2012, and an NVIDIA 750ti, a card from 2014. If anyone can help please poke me.

By the way, if anyone is upgrading their computer in the near future, I'm looking for an upgrade. Right now I've got a AMD FX-6300, a CPU released in 2012, and an NVIDIA 750ti, a card from 2014. If anyone can help please poke me.

Had a nightmare the other night I can't get out of my head. 

Got woken up today by the SSA office calling about my application. Everything is clarified and sent on. Now is waiting game.

Also, just now I went to start the SSDI application, and got a little sidelined by the gender question. I haven't updated my gender marker with SSA, because I thought I couldn't. Turns out you don't need surgery anymore, and since I updated my passport, I can update SSA.
Which normally would be as easy as going down to the office, showing my passport, and everything done.
But.... now I have to mail everything off and who knows how long that will take.

Contacted my Advisor at school. They told me I can either drop the courses to retake, or see if the teachers will allow an incomplete. I am going to try for the latter and finish things over the summer. Here's hoping.

Honestly, I have not done any homework since March 27th. Depression, hospital, more depression, new meds, getting stuff for disability, meds issues, etc has made it hard.

I hate waking up in the middle of the night and feeling like my skin is in need of sliding off me. Like it is not sized for me. Is a rather uncomfortable feeling.
I wish I could have a proper body. With proper ears, a proper tail, a proper muzzle, proper paws...

I had an evaluation a little over a month ago, and got the results today.
F33.2 Major Depressive Disorder, Recurrent, Severe
F43.1 Post-traumatic Stress Disorder
F4 1.0 Panic Disorder
I hope this is enough for the disability claim. Even with therapy, I don't think I'll recover.

So, been calling providers yesterday & today. Only need to hear back from 1 provider to submit the application.
A case manager from my insurance called, and got me the name of a psychiatrist. Called and left them a message. My therapist is also on the lookout for a psychiatrist.

There is also a part of me that's glad this should tick off all the libertarians out there. There is also a part of me that feels like a failure because of this. But I know that my ability to create profit for others does not determine my self worth. I am not a parasite.

So. I've decided that because of what happened last week, I'm going to apply for disability. I'm told that I should qualify. Now to start getting all the info the checklists requests. Need to talk to providers, SSA office.

By the way, with everything that's happened over the last few days. I think I'm going to apply for disability. Need to start gathering everything I need for that.

Suiside attempt (better now) 

From the birbsite:

RT @Tincrash@twitter.com:
@nikonraccoon@twitter.com what to do when the microraccoon already has wings?
twitter.com/Tincrash/status/12

I got @trysdyn to help with this. Thanks for the boots for everyone.
Now I've got to do this part.

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