#introductions hey, i'm Sky, and i just recently came out as genderfluid! https://skymakes.xyz/post/633994706868666368/a-shift-in-gender
when i'm not posting about games or mental health, i'm usually busy making stuff – and i'm excited to show everyone 💖💖💖
• need to utilize both puyos in the pair more effectively, instead of laser-focusing on the blue i need for my chain and forgetting the purple is there. practicing sandwich forms helps me with this, i used to struggle with it but it can be surprisingly flexible and efficient!
plus, instead of just flailing, i'm seeing areas for improvement:
• need to learn how to tail with the pairs i can't fit into my chain, instead of just throwing them wherever. ideally i would know how to fit more of my pairs in, but this puts the really tough ones to good use!
it's telling that i thought taking a vitamin D pill would be "giving up." never going outside again, resigning myself to a sedentary life where i wasn't "truly" taking care of my health.
well guess what: i'm glad i "gave up," because it's helped a lot. ☀️
for a while i tried to convince myself to just go outside and take a walk… it never helped, but i always figured i just wasn't doing it enough. if i just tried it more, maybe it wouldn't be so overwhelming for my autism.
if i could practice, make a habit, stop being so *lazy*…
so many people over the years told me that i should just "go outside, exercise, get some vitamin D"… it made me so resentful. it sounded like people were blaming all of my mental health issues on lifestyle choices.
and yet, despite knowing better, i still internalized all of it
i should at least hold onto this one long enough to do another pfp redraw, hehe
such a shame that stretchmo flew under the radar, it was a worthy spinoff of pushmo imo. plus it was super cool making 3D levels like these!
if pushmo ever comes back, i hope stretchmo isn't left behind…