I guess it is time to look for another full time job that will slowly kill me.
My dreams of going back to school are out. I owe the one in Illinois $600 for the semester in which I burned out and ended up dropping all the classes.
Seems the PELL money was taken back by the feds.
I would need to come up with $600 before the end of the month to go back.
I hate that multiple times a night I get startled awake with the intense feeling of not knowing where I am.
Passes in a few seconds, but does not make for restful sleep.
It's too hot.
Just a question, but how do you block a whole instance? I'm not sure I want to see anything from fuckonthefirst.date. Just ew.
Can someone please get me this Kickstarter?
So I watched the first episode of Netflix's Lost in Space, and I am coming to realize that the plot so far is just about the same as Earth2.
In reading the unemployment handbook more, I may just not qualify for unemployment. I have no plans on returning to full time work.
I'm planning on going back to school, and even if I wasn't, I'm not going to burn myself out again.
Often times I feel work is not for me.
Yep, full blown cry. Feeling completely useless now. I think unemployment money is not worth this. I should cancel my claim.
The main memory tonight was that my mother had to padlock the fridge to prevent me for om eating everything inside... And of course I tried to find ways around it. I was such a horrible kid, why am I still here...
Not feeling good tonight. Mind is pulling up bad memories. Not of trauma, but of everything I have ever done wrong, to prove I'm horrible. Going to go to bed crying now.
Rolled into Richland, WA, and "Werewolves of London" come on the MP3 shuffle.
Nearly lost it along with @KynaBlackstone.
I'll be sure to keep a lookout for werewolves.
Fell asleep and woke up in Tri Cities, WA. Been on the lookout for werewolves, coyote shifters, and vampires.
And I just time traveled. It went from 4:40am to 3:40am.