Efi (nap pet) 🐱💤 @efi@chitter.xyz

one day I will kill the fucking sun

do not interact with me in a way you don't want me to interact with you
specially if virtual interaction is sensitive to you
if you do, do so at your own risk, I will kiss you if you dare talk to me

when depressing is an understatement...

not that it helps when I do have reasons to be sad

I took my meds early in case I wake up past midnight or some shit

why are girls bad to girls sometimes? ;n;

I did, though, throw a chessboard at a cheater's head and punch a bully's tooth out

*mixes some wasabi in your matcha*

when I was a kid and went to class on the subway, I used to cope by imagining how I'd slice each individual around me with some kind of blade
I've never hurt anyone with any sharp object at all

I'm sad about trans shit, sad about my sister, sad about my lovers past and present, sad about myself being sad and thinking the goriest shit and it's, so, warm...

my brain rn is not pretty

could just slice my arms open before going down, so my blood gets fresher from the breeze

gonna trample my own memories and act like I've been a good person all my life for a few minutes while ai get meds

I'm in a weird mood

I know it's hella disrespectful to some people, but I kinda wanna see a story where the ghost that haunts you is literally you, and not some psychological gimmick, but your actual dead self

imagining what my life would be like if my older brother who died at birth had instead cohabited my brain and still blamed me, one year younger, for his own death

when you're deep in the forest and hear the ravens scream cawcaw!! beware for they may be actually saying C.A.W. which is their sign for Call A Witch

I am a failure

I wish we didn't need to explain what trans means
I wish trans didn't need a word

oops I made myself sad

im a sample girl, touch me

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